The whispering awoke Ridley in the full stillness of the
night. He blinked up at the dark rafters, his eyes slowly adjusting until he
could distinguish their shadows from the deeper ones of the attic roof. The
aetheric bonds holding him across the chest and waist, anchored to the floor
below the simple cot, crackled when he tried to turn farther to peer into the
corners. Too bloody dark, he thought,
fear rippling along his vestigial tentacles, and he squirmed unhappily beneath
his dirty tunic. How he longed for a bath in the sea... Oh yes, a bath, and a swim...down and down and down til I can’t see the
light of day no more, down where my Dearie was born, and maybe swims now, poor
love...oh, but take me from this place, this dirty musty junkheap, why am I
here? Where’s Mikael? Mikael said go to his home, and so I did, dinn’t I... More
rustlings, soft susurrations within a rusting steamer trunk, made him jerk his
head and whimper. Ghosts, all attics have
ghosts! Worse than ships, they is...
When Ridley Fogchaser was ten, his uncle and only
parental figure had bound him out on a ship for the New World, hoping it would
both ease his own burden in feeding so many mouths, and perhaps teach the lad
the value of hard work. Whether it was fair or no, the captain told Ridley upon
reaching Boston that more was still owed on his passage, and so he stayed on
board when the ship took on more cargo and sailed the treacherous route around
the southern continent. Ridley saw hurricanes, and brutal calms under tropical
heat, and near-wrecks of his own ship as well as the skeletons of schooners
which had failed to navigate between the wintry southern gales and the jagged
rocks. He endured every deprivation of the sailing life in those months-long
voyages, and yet, when the ship docked in San Francisco and Ridley scampered
off as soon as the captain was too far in his cups, the boy almost immediately
signed aboard another vessel and sailed for the far Pacific islands. He couldn’t
explain it to any man who’d never loved the sway of a deck beneath his feet, or
the sting of the salt in his face, but life at sea suited him. The Cataclysm
had spared his ship – he was first mate by then, of the trading schooner Ecclesiast – for some purpose. There had
been signs. Ridley Fogchaser believed ardently in signs. And in ghosts.
More whispery noises in another part of the attic worried
him. He knew this was Mikael’s house, but suddenly the thought that his lover’s
ghost might have returned here sent a shiver along his flexible bones. He began
to murmur a half-remembered prayer. “Yea, though I swim through the shadow of
the straits of Death, I won’t fear no evil, no, for thy arms and thy beak they
comfort me...” He shut his eyes, straining against the bonds the sorcerer had
put on him. “Bloody Dust-magicker, why’d he go and do that, I wasn’t no harm to
him nor his lady...nor his...sister...”
Sister. The
word instantly conjured the face of the girl, the tiny, sickly thing: her white
face haunted by the immensity of the broad dark bed burying her. Little sister. There was a...Mikael
said...sister, autumn sister, what was...
Dearie touched his face.
Ridley stiffened, motionless, feeling the soft, cool tip
of an immense arm caressing his cheek, his lips; the wriggling growths above
his mouth reached hungrily for the kraken’s comforting suckers. Obligingly,
soft kisses trailed along his lips, his hands, underneath his tunic. Ridley
moaned, surrendering eagerly, and his bonds hissed and spat sparks as Dearie
brought him swiftly to shuddering, jerking bliss. Tears trickled down his
cheeks. Oh my Dearie, my Dearie dear,
you’ve come back! I knew you couldn’t leave me, no, knew you would return for
me, oh take me with you into the deep, the briny deep your home, your
heaven...love you so much...
The soft touches withdrew, and slowly Ridley’s heart
quieted, joy suffusing every ounce of his blood. He blinked past his tears,
seeing only darkness upon darkness, the glow of the aether-bonds his only
illumination, but he could feel his
kraken above him, majestic, sweeping the air in cool patterns across his flesh.
When his thoughts cleared at last, calm and content and assured of his own
death, the kraken gently pointed out to him the ends, the knots in the energy
restraining him. Ridley inclined his head, and looked, and suddenly saw the intricate weave of the strings
of greenfire, the pattern.
He giggled. “It’s a Chinese puzzle, innit, my pet? Oh
yes, I’ve solved me them a time or two. I see it now.” Encouraged by the
feeling of pleasure and pride he received from Dearie, he snaked the tentacles
on his chest (were they longer now? how
nice!) through the bonds and began untying them, unweaving them, ignoring
the sizzle where tender moist flesh encountered powerful Dust-energy strands.
Within just a few minutes he was able to sit up and tug loose the threads like
so many silk cords in a kite-fight. Then he was free. Then Dearie spoke again.
It told him things. Lots of things.
Ridley sat and listened to the dead kraken in perfect
calm, in perfect darkness.
Then he picked up the wheel of a broken safety-bicycle
where it languished by the trunk, and cracked it over his knee. He did not
flinch as he stabbed one of its wide, flat spokes directly into his chest, into
the bulging flesh between the writhing arms. He shoved a hand into the hole,
prising it open wide enough to withdraw the crystalline rock he’d carried safe
on Mikael’s behest these many weeks. Though no light fell upon it, it
glittered.
Immediately his head felt clearer. Ridley knew what to do
next.
The attic stairs creaked slightly as he descended, but he
felt no fear. The sense of the sorcerer, the one who’d bound him but also fed
him tasty crab bits, had departed from the house some time ago. He didn’t feel the
man here at all now, only the lady and the girl. Little Sister. He had some things for that one, oh, didn’t he now. Wonderful things. Ridley had to stifle
another giggle.
An oil lantern glowed in the upstairs hall, showing him
two doors ajar not far from each other. The Krakenpilot cautiously pushed open
the nearer one, and stood in the doorway a few minutes, regarding the soft rise
and fall of the sleeping lady. Her hair, freed of its pins and ribbons, spilled
across her pillow, reminding Ridley of a sea-fan. For a moment he fancied he
saw it waving in the current. Her face contracted in worry, shadows filling it
and then slipping away again, as the waves of her dreams washed her gently. She
was enough like Mikael in the brow and soft cheeks that Ridley almost went to
her, thinking of touching her face. Then she mumbled something, and rolled on her
side, and sighed as she relaxed again; the curves of her breast and hip were
nothing like the spare, lean frame of Mikael. Ridley turned away, and walked to
the other door.
It eased open silently. Dim, shifting streetlight
pattered up through the trees and the lace curtains. Embers glowed in the
hearth, but the tiny figure in the massive bedstead appeared white and still
and cold. Alarmed, Ridley hastened to her. Her labored breathing at least
reassured him the girl was alive. Standing over her at the side of the bed, he
trembled.
Suddenly her eyes opened. She stared at him, and her eyes
filled with the same terror he’d often seen on the faces of the natives, when
he and Dearie had dropped upon them, the kraken screeching, tentacles flailing,
Ridley whooping as savage a cry as any Comanche. Ridley quickly leaned over and
covered her tiny mouth with his hand.
“Shh, now,” he whispered. She struggled feebly. He seated
himself beside her, and with his other hand pressed her shoulder into the thick
featherbed, tenderly. “Don’t fuss so, Little Sister,” he said, but it was clear
from her terrified eyes the girl didn’t comprehend him. He paused, and with the
clarity granted him by Dearie’s guidance, realized the growths around his mouth
and the beak beneath his lips were hindering his speech. With great effort, he
shaped them, and at last managed to say words which sounded more like English
to his slowly adjusting ears: “Hush yourself; I have to talk to you. I won’t
hurt you.”
The girl subsided, too weak to continue struggling. He
was afraid she would try to scream. Carefully he spoke again. “My name is
Ridley.” He released her mouth, then her shoulder, anxiously holding his breath
while she studied his face with suspicious, dark eyes, like a sparrow in a
trap.
“What kinda name is that?” the girl demanded, her voice
hoarse and high. Her indignance made Ridley grin, and she recoiled. He waved a
hand before his mouth, trying to show her he was amused, not hungry. She edged
herself up against the pillows, wary. “You’re a monster. Do monsters have names?”
“I’m not a monster!” he objected. “Don’t you know them hides under the bed?”
“You did!”
“Fair doos,” he agreed, surprised. “But that was to keep
clear o’ the coppers, like. I’m...I was...a pilot.”
“How come you’re talking now?”
He pondered this. His memories of entering the house, of
first encountering this beautiful little girl, were blurry as though he’d been
into the rum. Hadn’t he spoken to her then? He’d recognized her right away.
He’d been awestruck, that much he knew.
“Well, there’s things you need, y’see. And I have a job, now don’t I? An
important job now, oh yes, Dearie said.” He nodded earnestly, showing her how
serious he was about this charge, but she frowned.
“You’re not supposed to be here. Miss Holly said...”
“Never you mind that. I’m here now, Little Sister.” His
eyes filled, and he blinked away the salty tears, tasting them with unhappy
little fingers above his mouth. “I’m here now.” He took one of her tiny hands
in his own, clasping it firmly. The girl stared at him, but didn’t pull away.
He managed a smile for her. Weak, she’s
so weak, lookit her all pale like a bleached whalebone. Oh, my Dearie, yes, I
shall be yours, I shall make you most proud. Wiping his face with the
sleeve of his tunic, he forced brightness into his voice. The words seemed to
be coming easier now. “Shall I tell you a story, Little Sister? Yes. That’s
what we’ll do, we’ll have us a nice little story before you sleep. Let’s see.”
His mind cast about, fastening on a scrap of memory from long ago, before the
kraken rose from the deep, before the rocks smashing into the earth and sea
changed all of life, before, even, he had put to sea.
“Long, long ago, there was a wee princess with hair like
wheat, and eyes like the grass,” he began, and stroked her soft, light brown
hair back from that tiny pale forehead. “And her kingdom was a northern island
in the middle of the deep, deep sea...”
The longer he rambled, the more the girl relaxed, despite
his voice being ragged from disuse, and his memory so fractured he was sure he
was mixing up several stories. He told her of the sea-unicorn, with its ivory
horn; of schools of shimmering fish so vast they appeared as moving curtains in
the ocean; of the lords of the deep, with shining huge eyes and many arms that
could drag under the mightiest vessel, if the men aboard it displeased them.
“And the princess was sent to their kingdom, these mighty lords, because her
cruel father wanted her to pay tribute to them. Every year they sent tribute,
so the lords would allow the men to fish in their rich waters, y’see.”
The girl wrinkled her nose. “What’s a tribute?”
“Like something you has to give away. Like taxes,” Ridley
tried to explain, though he was unsure himself. “Anyways, this king, he thought
if he gave the Deep Lords his little girl, she was so beautiful, and so sweet,
that he’d have great fishing for years to come.”
“Could she swim?”
“Oh ye—“ he began, but saw her mouth shape into a worried
purse, and amended, “No, the poor dear; she couldn’t at all, but that didn’t
matter to the king, for he was a bad, bad man, now wasn’t he.” Searching for
the right words, Ridley told her of the long voyage to the black, cold sea,
where landfall was impossible and the clouds gathered night and day, forgetting
that this child would never have known a sky which was not grey. He described
the sea, and the shapes in the clouds, and the murky things moving always just
under the surface, and the hard life of the princess aboard the ship, where she
was made to polish brass fittings and scrub the deck til her skin was raw from
the salt air. Memories crowded his mind, but he had presence enough to
understand that not all of what he’d experienced was fit for female
sensibilities, no matter how much Ridley himself had come to enjoy these things
when he was older. As he talked and talked, still stroking her hair or her
clammy skin, she fell completely silent, and her eyes closed. He might have
garbled on all night, but the touch of Dearie inside his skull roused him.
Ridley quieted, studying the soft breath, the
just-perceptible rattle in her chest. Time.
His limbs moved restlessly under his tunic, and excitement built within. The
enormity of the charge laid upon him made him prickle all over. Slowly he
lifted his tunic, and brought out the precious, throbbing thing cradled in two
of his young tentacles. The crystals sparked deep within the rock. Ridley took
a deep breath, braced himself for the expulsion of energy sure to result, and
with a strong hand broke off a small cube.
The release was horrible and immediate. His whole body
jolted, and he choked, grabbing the blankets. His jerking legs awakened the
girl again, and she tried to sit up, alarmed. With a low groan, Ridley pushed
her down, pried open her mouth, and before she could cry out, stuffed the bit
of rock past her tongue. She gagged, then swallowed, then stiffened, then went
into convulsions. Gasping, Ridley held her arms, keeping her from flopping
around like a landed salmon. The fit, thankfully, passed in a few seconds, and
she slumped into the downy bed. He watched her anxiously until she began to
breathe again, then released her.
Swallowing dryly, he offered a prayer to his savior. Dearie, it’s begun. Your Little Sister has
begun, now she has, oh yes. And soon, soon, I’ll be with you.
He sat there on the side of the bed until the sky
lightened. The kraken’s words brushed his thoughts, and he bestirred himself, pulling
open the gash in his flesh and secreting the rock once more. Mikael had only
guessed at the power of this element, his most lethal discovery in the Crater.
He’d paid for this secret with his life and the lives of his crew, but here was
simple Mr Fogchaser who’d gone from a life of sailing ships to riding a friend
and lover more dear than all of mankind to him; lucky, doomed Ridley, keeper of
the miracle, guardian to she destined to be Sister of the Deep Lords. It made
him dizzy at once; fog filled his brain, and all clear purpose fled. Yet his
ghost urged him on. The pilot chuckled at how silly he felt, rose and staggered
back up to the attic and lay down upon the cot once more. As the sun shone dimly
somewhere past the ashen sky, he snored, assured at last of the reason he had
been spared when the seas boiled and the skies fell.